went to Causeway Point with Sze Hui as usual. we were going down the escalator. a guy touched my face. it was him. din saw him at first. my first reaction was of cos' SHOCKED. second reaction was HAPPY. i saw a girl beside him as he walked away. third reaction was UPSET. forth reaction. i laughed to cover my sorrows. i laughed non-stop. just to deceive everyone. we were supposed to go home then. but Sze Hui knew i wanna know who's this girl is. so we went up again. simply window shopping. saw them with Jia Hao outside the comics shop. i refrained from looking them then. aix. went to the toilet. vomited cos' laughed too much. tears came out. whatever. i din cry. went home after that. i cried at home. sms him at night. he said that they were only friends. ya. whatever. why must it be a GIRL! WHATEVER! i shld go and meet a guy too, ya. then, both of us will understand how it feels then. whatever. GUYS FLIRT! I HATE GUYS! BIG LIARS! MY LIFE'S LIKE HELL NOW! IT SUX!
nightmare ytd night. i dreamt of me in my room & it kept repeating & repeating. i couldn't wake up. i tried. but once i tried to wake up, i'll end up dreaming the same thing again. aix. nightmare.
sch's per normal. writing chi compo after sch. 2nd last to finish. i'm slow. aix. home now. so tired. slept late every night. hate going home so early. it just makes me start thinking of him. it sucks ok! from what i see now.. we have very less percentage of patching. aix. we dun contact often. plus he's working. meeting all kinds of person. of cos' he'll fall for someone then. aix. i'll just be that fool waiting for the day we patch. aix. whatever. running away from reality..
